I love Halloween, i don't know why. i was watching nightmare before xmas last night. i have some serious trauma with that movie. i can't help it, i know it's stupid, but it's scares me. it reminds me that i'm alive and i have to die sometime. i hate thinking about it. i know it's normal to be afraid of death, but i find myself thinking about it every a half and hour.
anyway, i don't even know why i am writing this.
it's sad, because i'm telling my problems to the computer. i really have some serious trauma.
or maybe that's what i wanna think, i don't know, it's funny to be this way sometimes.
one more thing, i hate mixing , and as i hate that, i hate what you do. i know you didn't do it on porpouse but... i just hate it...
